What would you have done?
I hope that 2010 has started as a great year for you all!
I have already had some great lessons in not attaching to pre-made plans
and just surrendering to whatever life has in store for me.
Seven weeks ago I came to Sri Lanka for 4 days to get a visa stamp for
my Indian visa.
Before I left the UK I had got a 12 month multiple entry visa for India
which is valid until July 2010. Even though the visa is valid for 12
months, you can only stay for a maximum of 180 days in India before you
have to leave the country and then you can come back in again. Up until
December 2009 it was possible just to go to a neighbouring country like
Sri Lanka or Nepal, get your visa stamp and then come straight back into
India. You could even do it on the same day if you wanted to.
In 2007 there was a terrorist attack on a hotel in Mumbai. Many people
were killed in the attack. It has since been discovered that the
terroists who planned the attack had used multiple entry tourist visas
to come in and out of India during the planning stages of the attack.
As a direct result of this, the Indian government decided in December
2009 to bring out a new visa change rule that would mean that any
tourist who was on a multiple entry tourist visa who left India would
not be allowed back in for a minimum of 60 days.
I arrived in Sri Lanka on 10th January, expecting to be here for 4 days
before I would take my flight back to Chennai, India. I was shocked to
discover that I would not be allowed back into India for 60 days (making
it 11th March!)
I stood in the Indian High commission in Colombo in total disbelief as I
was told by the officer there that this was a final decision and that I
could not appeal against the decision. On the official website it had
said that if you could prove that you were a genuine tourist (flights
booked/itinerary, etc) that you would be allowed back into India.
But here I was being
told categorically that I was not allowed back in.
I was initially angry that the terroists had been the catalyst for this
rule change and that India had decided to punish innocent tourists for
something that they had no part in.
By punishing innocent people it was as if the terroists had won in some
way.
Then I was upset as the reality of the situation hit me. I was alone, in
Sri Lanka (a country that I knew nothing about and that I had made no
research into as I was only staying for 4 days).
Within a few hours of hearing the news, I went from anger at the Indian
government and the Mumbai terroists, to sadness at my situation to,
eventually, a complete acceptance.
I surrendered totally to what was happening. There was nothing that I
could do to change the reality of what had happened. I knew that life
was guiding me towards something but I just didn't know what that was.
Even though, on the surface, my situation looked very challenging, I
said to myself, "whatever happens, I accept it". Even though I was
supposed to be going back to India to do some work that I had been
offered there, I trusted that life had something better in store for me
here in Sri Lanka.
The next day I headed down to a beautiful and quiet beach resort.
Looking around at the
gorgeous white sand and blue sea, I thought "Ok, so things could be a
lot worse!"
Having done a 10 day silent meditation retreat last November in India
and realizing that I was going to have to cancel the one that I had
been accepted to do at the end of January in Mumbai, I looked around to
see what options there may be here in Sri Lanka.
I discovered the perfect meditation retreat. High at the top of a tea
plantation, Nilambe has a daily meditation and yoga schedule and is
extremely peaceful with gorgeous views over the Sri Lankan Hill country.
I initially went there for a week and stayed for 5 weeks , 3 of which
were spent in silence!
This has proved to be one of the most intense, challenging, and
ultimately liberating few weeks of my life.
I could have resisted my enforced stay in Sri Lanka. I could have kicked
up a huge fuss at the High commission and made myself angry and more
upset during that process. I could have stayed stuck in a "why has this
happened to me?" mind game.
But I did none of these things. I completely trusted and surrendered to
what life was giving to me, not what I had decided was best for me.
And life brought me exactly what I needed.
How often do we do this? We are so fixed on doing what we have set our
minds to do, even when life is blocking us and showing us that maybe
this is not the right way for us to go.
Can you see anywhere in your own lives where you need to let go and
surrender to whichever way life wants to take you?
This trip to India (and now Sri Lanka too!) has been absolutely
incredible. I have learned so much more about myself and about life. And
now my book is well underway so that I may be able to share all of my
life experiences with you.
I have already had some great lessons in not attaching to pre-made plans
and just surrendering to whatever life has in store for me.
Seven weeks ago I came to Sri Lanka for 4 days to get a visa stamp for
my Indian visa.
Before I left the UK I had got a 12 month multiple entry visa for India
which is valid until July 2010. Even though the visa is valid for 12
months, you can only stay for a maximum of 180 days in India before you
have to leave the country and then you can come back in again. Up until
December 2009 it was possible just to go to a neighbouring country like
Sri Lanka or Nepal, get your visa stamp and then come straight back into
India. You could even do it on the same day if you wanted to.
In 2007 there was a terrorist attack on a hotel in Mumbai. Many people
were killed in the attack. It has since been discovered that the
terroists who planned the attack had used multiple entry tourist visas
to come in and out of India during the planning stages of the attack.
As a direct result of this, the Indian government decided in December
2009 to bring out a new visa change rule that would mean that any
tourist who was on a multiple entry tourist visa who left India would
not be allowed back in for a minimum of 60 days.
I arrived in Sri Lanka on 10th January, expecting to be here for 4 days
before I would take my flight back to Chennai, India. I was shocked to
discover that I would not be allowed back into India for 60 days (making
it 11th March!)
I stood in the Indian High commission in Colombo in total disbelief as I
was told by the officer there that this was a final decision and that I
could not appeal against the decision. On the official website it had
said that if you could prove that you were a genuine tourist (flights
booked/itinerary, etc) that you would be allowed back into India.
But here I was being
told categorically that I was not allowed back in.
I was initially angry that the terroists had been the catalyst for this
rule change and that India had decided to punish innocent tourists for
something that they had no part in.
By punishing innocent people it was as if the terroists had won in some
way.
Then I was upset as the reality of the situation hit me. I was alone, in
Sri Lanka (a country that I knew nothing about and that I had made no
research into as I was only staying for 4 days).
Within a few hours of hearing the news, I went from anger at the Indian
government and the Mumbai terroists, to sadness at my situation to,
eventually, a complete acceptance.
I surrendered totally to what was happening. There was nothing that I
could do to change the reality of what had happened. I knew that life
was guiding me towards something but I just didn't know what that was.
Even though, on the surface, my situation looked very challenging, I
said to myself, "whatever happens, I accept it". Even though I was
supposed to be going back to India to do some work that I had been
offered there, I trusted that life had something better in store for me
here in Sri Lanka.
The next day I headed down to a beautiful and quiet beach resort.
Looking around at the
gorgeous white sand and blue sea, I thought "Ok, so things could be a
lot worse!"
Having done a 10 day silent meditation retreat last November in India
and realizing that I was going to have to cancel the one that I had
been accepted to do at the end of January in Mumbai, I looked around to
see what options there may be here in Sri Lanka.
I discovered the perfect meditation retreat. High at the top of a tea
plantation, Nilambe has a daily meditation and yoga schedule and is
extremely peaceful with gorgeous views over the Sri Lankan Hill country.
I initially went there for a week and stayed for 5 weeks , 3 of which
were spent in silence!
This has proved to be one of the most intense, challenging, and
ultimately liberating few weeks of my life.
I could have resisted my enforced stay in Sri Lanka. I could have kicked
up a huge fuss at the High commission and made myself angry and more
upset during that process. I could have stayed stuck in a "why has this
happened to me?" mind game.
But I did none of these things. I completely trusted and surrendered to
what life was giving to me, not what I had decided was best for me.
And life brought me exactly what I needed.
How often do we do this? We are so fixed on doing what we have set our
minds to do, even when life is blocking us and showing us that maybe
this is not the right way for us to go.
Can you see anywhere in your own lives where you need to let go and
surrender to whichever way life wants to take you?
This trip to India (and now Sri Lanka too!) has been absolutely
incredible. I have learned so much more about myself and about life. And
now my book is well underway so that I may be able to share all of my
life experiences with you.
